A Lost of will to live
Monday, January 21st, 2008
Why I choose this topic?
A friend of mine came to me the other day, he was so frustrated and kinda messed up judging from the way he talk and react. He was an energetic person yet comfortable to be with at all time, but the story of his downfall start from the day she met this girl…his junior. He tot this might be a new beginning of a new chapter in his life.. things seems to be perfect at first with all the wonderfull stuff he told me… but everything change when he try to convince this girl that he can be the person on her life.
Things got a lil bit messed up when he asked for her honesty in everything that he asked for. It turn that this girl had a mixture of feelings towards him and worst some other guy to be tagged with. Its not the girl problem…. Because its hers not him. He made the wrong choice by giving everything ..i mean everything on love towards this girl…his commitment his time and his will…. And that’s the turning point of the wonderful tale of this chapter of his life. Things got messed up day by day till yesterday.. he came to me and we talked bout PSM… while we talking bout it… he broke down and started to talked bout his miserable life right now.
The girl, who seems to be the nicest girl to him had turned him into some incompetent person he can be. He can barely thing bout others but keep on thinking bout that person. He tried to move on but I do will take him awhile to get over it..and seriously by the way he reacted..its gonna take a long long long time before it is possible to get it cleared.
None of his colleague do really know bout his current situation accept the wonderful tales he told them before…accept for me… he brokedown with tears of hopeless soul and then I know that his no more going to be the person he used to be in such a short period of time. He no longer makes funny jokes around for the past few weeks and it is impossible for him to make it one ….
What I afraid of his current situation now is if this might effect his performance in his studies and work. Im not the person who can give comfortable words and solution if his problem… so I just sit there and became a good listener… seriously… im speechless. I tried to convince him that love is not something that we can choose ..but its something that God wants it to be.
