eMpTycuBe - Story of a Cube

Whats ur choice?

December 22, 2007 – 1:04 am | by eMpTycuBe

Ehmm its been awhile since the last time i update my blog, been busy with stuff in KL and got no time to log on to internet to write bout things that i had in mind.

Ok today im not going to write bout any political related stuff but going to write bout my personal experienced since the day i reach back to my hometown in KL. Its been 6 months and lotsa things had changed, including people. I was kinda happy for few of my friend who is going to get married or married within the timeframe of 3rd, 4th quater of 2007. How bout me? nah its still early neway, all myfrens are kind of late 20’s and im considered the youngest in the group so, its still early even to think bout getting a girlfriend. Not to say im an anti social person but i had one and it ended up a mess. I need to seach for a secured my place for a good job soon. This is world..

I tried, but i failed. Do i need to try again? for the time being …maybe no since i already failed way before i start it. Its like going from A - Z but without any other alphabetical character in between instead filled with a single dashed.

Ehmm talking bout this love thingy, i had story to shared with you guys out there? A friend of mine told me his story while we lepaking at the mamak’s. He told me:-

Character

A - a girl, University Student

B - a friend of A

C - him

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C met A whom to be his junior at the University, become good friend and after 6 months of friendship C confessed to A that he actually fall in love with A. A in return do say the same thing but A said that she is kind off not ready although she confirmed bout 60% or less that she do feel the same thing towards C. C was shocked and this is where B came in. A told C bout this B that A knew for 3 years. A dont know bout B feelings towards her but A is kind of like this B same as she likes C.

C, as a guy asked A several times bout how much difference between him and B in detail. One night, C asked A and A said that "right now" she feel it heavier/more/ on C’s side rather than B but C knows that A do keep her feelings towards B by an equally amount of A’s feelings towards C. C was afraid that the realtionship just not going to work since A always talk the good things bout B and can describe the goodness of B’s in an essay while barely can describe C’s stuff in a paragraph. So on that night, C told hhimself;

"its not going to work, its better for her to go with B and as for me, stay as a close friend rather than nuthing"

C sacrifice his feelings of needs towards A and know that sometimes the only way to let someone that we loved is to allow the loved ones to go by his/her choice. So, C although he’s going to hurt himself by doing this but he let A go and asked A to directly confront B.

A did like what C told her and A finally realize that she and B are on the same boat.

C knew bout their same bout thingy and knew that its going to hurt THIS (sorry no graphical representation) much to himself but kept it cool and think positive, he told himself that its better to be with A as a friend rather than lose her forever.

C didnt really care bout A’s reason after she told C bout the same bout stuff anymore because C knew that A do hold a high percentage of feelings towards B rather than C and C still remember a night before when he asked A who would A rather be with. and A said its B.

C try to keep things calm and cool and will try to maintain his relationship as a good friend towards A. But….

C was too burden to keep it to himself and burst it out, C actually cant do it…its because of his deep feelings towards A.

end of story

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ehmm, love hurts…. i dont know what to say to C when he told me the entire story, he even told me everything from th start on how he knew this A and i personally find it unique.. but i do hope that C can get over it and find someone else equally or better than A.

Any comments"??

what should C do and what should A do?

I personally know C and i think i know this girl, A…

I told C that its time to move on and accept the fact that A is no longer available, keep things in the shelve for ur sweet time memories and try to keep the communication and relationship level on the "normal" friend level since it might trigger something else if C try to get A back…

pity him

Tags: love, personal