Having good time with buddies… should i go or not??
November 9, 2007 – 1:05 am | by eMpTycuBe
My frens are planning to go on vacation next week… we all..bunch of good frens… planned it long time ago but never had the real deal to go with until now… but….
im shortage of cash now..got cash but gotta do something with it.,..darn it…. too many responsibilities, if not because of my current problem now… than it shouldnt be a problem… thus.. the trip we all planned earlier cost no more than RM250 for one whole week.. but rm250 for me now… is a lot compared to those days whereby RM250 can be simply spend in a day or so… guess God wanna show me something here…. ahh..i wanna go..but…
guess i gonna give it a pass now…or maybe my last chance to hang out with my buddies…since we are all now on our final year of our studies here in the campus and im pretty sure we all not going to have ample time like now to go on vacation together…
I wanna asked my parents to support it but they are supporting me to overcome the problem… so parents is not an option… lend from other people… no no.. then i will have trouble paying back later… why why only now i had this problem.. not like before… maybe ….or maybe someday i will get my life back like before…. hope so…
talking bout my previous me …… i kinda considered like the loaded person …spend here and there because of the business/ stuff im running on… but eversince the court ordered me not to do so and all my assets are frozen… im considered nuthing now… i do still have the respect from all the people around me although they know bout my current situation but they dont know about my current pressure i had now… maybe im too ego to let it go..and tell people the current me now…. im too afraid to reveal myself so people will think im begging for their generosity and stuff… well… maybe i need to do that in order to see which is friends during good and hard time..or maybe no…
my study years is coming to and end soon… and soon im going to work …. hope by getting a good job i can be the person i am before… Inshaallah…
God always be on His servent side but we as the servents always forgot bout Him….
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