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Archive for January, 2008

A Lost of will to live

Monday, January 21st, 2008

Why I choose this topic?

A friend of mine came to me the other day, he was so frustrated and kinda messed up judging from the way he talk and react. He was an energetic person yet comfortable to be with at all time, but the story of his downfall start from the day she met this girl…his junior. He tot this might be a new beginning of a new chapter in his life.. things seems to be perfect at first with all the wonderfull stuff he told me… but everything change when he try to convince this girl that he can be the person on her life.

Things got a lil bit messed up when he asked for her honesty in everything that he asked for. It turn that this girl had a mixture of feelings towards him and worst some other guy to be tagged with. Its not the girl problem…. Because its hers not him. He made the wrong choice by giving everything ..i mean everything on towards this girl…his commitment his time and his will…. And that’s the turning point of the wonderful tale of this chapter of his life. Things got messed up day by day till yesterday.. he came to me and we talked bout PSM… while we talking bout it… he broke down and started to talked bout his miserable life right now.

The girl, who seems to be the nicest girl to him had turned him into some incompetent person he can be. He can barely thing bout others but keep on thinking bout that person. He tried to move on but I do will take him awhile to get over it..and seriously by the way he reacted..its gonna take a long long long time before it is possible to get it cleared.

None of his colleague do really know bout his current situation accept the wonderful tales he told them before…accept for me… he brokedown with tears of hopeless soul and then I know that his no more going to be the person he used to be in such a short period of time. He no longer makes funny jokes around for the past few weeks and it is impossible for him to make it one ….

What I afraid of his current situation now is if this might effect his performance in his studies and work. Im not the person who can give comfortable words and solution if his problem… so I just sit there and became a good listener… seriously… im speechless. I tried to convince him that is not something that we can choose ..but its something that God wants it to be.

to that girl, thank you for making him realize earlier (not so early lar until this point) but at least before anything worst than this happen.

Expect the Unexpected

Saturday, January 19th, 2008

Post ini adalah dalam bahasa melayu..

Sebagai seorang pelajar, aku berasa sgt penat dalam menguruskan hal hal berkaitan pelajaran yang lately semakin menimbum…walaupun ku telah siap tetapi byk pulak hal lain yang mendatang..assignment itu biasalah but program itu dan ini yang menyebabkan aku kene ’stun’ sementara nak buat mana satu.. ini adalah punca kelemahan dari time management yang tidak betul.. ehmm tidak lupe juga kepada masalah masalah sampingan yang melibatkan emosi dan hal cinta.

malas nak elaborate pasal hal berkenaan kerna ianya telah terkubur denagn noktah dihujungnya. Practically i do need “it” to be done but….ehmm leceh betul.. byk perkara yang yang sangkut paut ngan perkara tersebut.

Ada orang cakap kat aku…

“weih ko ngan dia amacam”

then aku ngan bergayanya akan treply… takda apa2 kot… or aku tipu diriku sendiri dan mengatakan sebaliknya.. lol bertepuk sebelah tangan rupanya si mamat botak nie. :p To whom it may concern…may god blessed u..

enough story…

dan ….lately aku lihat ramai betul orang prejudis dan hipokrit terhadapa apa yang mereka lakukan, tuturkan dan berdasarkan perbuatan mereka. Ada mereka yang paad kebiasaan nya nampak innocent dan baik tetapi sebenarnya perangai mereka yang mementingkan diri sendiri adalah jelik da rasa nak belasah jer mereka2 itu. dan akhirnya, kerja tak siap ..beri bebanan pada orang lain…point nya..menusahkan orang lain. bukan lah aku nak cakap aku perfect but kalau everyday buat camtu tak terasa panas lak kan… takkan happy jer … zzz

mungkin satu hari nanti, ada orang akan perasan tentang perangai species macam nie dan harap depa terime lah balik apa yang mereka dah lakukan kepada sekalian orang lain. ehmm pening kepala memikirnya…

aku pun dah takda inmternet di bilik maka sedemikian agak lecehlah untuk aku regularly update my blog… sekali update pun dah takda topic… yang ada punya topic..dah basi… takper2 nanti dah setel sume sume aku akan jalankan tugasku menupdate dengan perkara berfaedah…

till then…

Update..

Tuesday, January 8th, 2008

Im sorry for not updating this blog for a long time, due to lack of internet connectivity.. it is almost impossible for me to update the blog regularly.

Im going to write a very very long post within the next few days consist of the stuff i’ve encountered the do’s and dont’s and few crap stuff.

Going to write it on a word processor first then will post it once i visit the internet cafe.

Keep in view yeah…

later

The Brand New SAGA Replacement

Tuesday, January 1st, 2008

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Codename Proton BLM is rumoured to be launch in early January 2008, as much per said on others blog such as paultan’s blog is now open for booking here. The SAGA replacement model does have a bit of vios design in it. guess proton now do admire the Toyota family. :P , but some people said the design is a cut and paste of Mahindra Renault Logan . Which i think is similar based on all the Spyshot posted on the internet..

So what do we expect from this new proton? i do really hope that they do present and less trouble this time compared the Campro based model. But i still prefer my wira i guess…haha..wira design (similar to evo 2) is totally awesome for driver age between 20-30. :P

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