Archive for June, 2007
Wednesday, June 20th, 2007
im on a strict diet and exercise now… hadn’t cycle for about 5 months now due to the fucking schedule of my class…started cycling back this week.
Yesterday i managed to break the 250 calorie burn barrier within 30 minutes with the highest speed of 35 kmh a constant speed of 30kmh. Today i broker another record 344 calorie burned within 30 minutes at the average speed of 35kmh. i wanted to round up the figure to 350 but i got stop out because i felt a numbness on my dick and testical its a common stuff for cyclist but its a bit hard for me NOW , although im used to it last time but it felt so different bcoz i didnt cycle for a long time. It was so painful until i can barely stand properly. the numbness prolonged until about 5 minutes before it narrowed down.
well thats a problem for cyclist, i mean heavy cyclist, pro cyclist which im on of th novice level cyclist.. we are facing the possibilities of prostate cancer. i read somewhere long time ago before my involvement in cycling activity about the problem dealing with this hobby. an article said that a Doctor (forgot his name) has pointed out that any ordinary effects of exercise on testosterone are totally swamped by the effects of hormonal blockade. Many of my rides were so long they left me pretty well wiped out. If anything, this would have depressed my testosterone production I feel sure. But in any case, I was completely shut down.
ehmm i love cycling but i dont want to give up my “other” life… damn
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Tuesday, June 19th, 2007
SCREAMYX, damn Streamyx ur so fucking slow. not stable and shit…the list goes on… ehmm i signed up for the anti-streamyx campaign @ www.redesignmalaysia.com and @ www.streamyxsucks.com
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Tuesday, June 19th, 2007
Dammit i gain some weight during last semester because i didnt so sports at all die to the stupid timetable. Monday to Thursday got class tha startes at 5pm and ended at 7pm.. My ideal weight is 65-70kg but my current weight now is 83kg…dammit…. im overweight.
ok cut the crap start the progress u fat ass. I need to drop down at least 15 kg in 3 weeks… its not that hard.. i’ve drop almost 60kg in 3 months. they key is..cut down food (really cut it ok) and exercise, exercise and exercise. Drink lotsa plain water to flush all the fats and acid. I need to cycle at least 30km per day to readh the 2000 calorie burn.
Im on strict plan rite now..so guys..if i hang out with ya’ll do not offer me food …ciggie ok… lol…. i miss my bike so much… love u mrs wheeler.. hahaha
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Sunday, June 17th, 2007
Apakah perbezaan ketara antara Box dan Cube…
based on wikipedia - definition of a BOX (click) and a Cube(click)
ok enough with the lessons for today… i got nuthing much to say for today… had a bad day today..didnt managed to secure a deal on a client meet up… didnt managed to meet up with someone who yet to know his (opps her real name) yet ..but she’s using the nickname berry^boo on one of the chatting server. got pounded verbally by 2 guys somewhere in KL due to the reason they accused me for the mistake i didnt do and slept the whole evening till around 10.30 pm today. Missed 2 prayer and had a stomach problem now…dammit…
had a small argument with someone on a phone ( a guy ok) and imgoing to court on 23 august 2008 …. FUCK tha so…im kinda tense now… but currently chatting with berry^boo to ease my tense level…
cube….im really stuck in a cube…
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Sunday, June 17th, 2007
Sorry didnt update the blog for the one whole day…went to genting highland with friends and had a great time there..
its freezing up there with the current weather, still my ciggie to help me to warn few stuff up…lol… Get up at 6.30 and headed to the station. Took a bus from there to gohtong jaya and rode a cable car to the top.. Had a great time up there with friends and rode all the thrill ride… headed back to KL after maghrib prayer and reached home bout 10.30 pm. gone to bed..lol
But one thing that messed up my vacation yesterday was an SMS from a “friend” of mine.. She kinda ruining my mood yesterday but i manage to sort it out. yet… we had a fight and she pulled the plug.. im ok with that since she’s the one who want to pull it thus made it clear that ANY contact with her is impossible now…im cool with that tho…
Ouh yeah… see the topic above… hell yeah the cube revealed…lol…
here are some pic’s from “above” 
(more will be added soon on the gallery - soon )
both pictures were taken inside a gondola while riding it to the top of genting highland… the second picture were me and farhana (my girlfriend) inside the gondola…see see the gondala kinda small so i need to squat my head.
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Friday, June 15th, 2007
Now i know the problem of myself…not other ppl..its me… I ASK TO MUCH… yes i am.. and for some reason that makes ppl feel fed up. Maybe i think to far ahead which is good for certain stuff…but not goof in mutual relationship. Thus making my life kinda miserable at times. Im that type of person who always plan ahead of anything and everything, the contingency plan and the outcome. Its always due to the cause and effect. the reason i did this because I’m a man with a principal, with my own philosophy. I’m the man who always want everything to be in well prepared no matter how unprepared the source it. I’m the man who ppl can rely on. But sometimes, i mean…this stuff can be implement in the relationship related stuff. it just not going to work in some ways.. i need to tweak it and alter it here and there to fit both parties.
I learned something today. life is not just being prepare for the future. life is about learning the curve of the road and the song of the wind. and seriously, im lack of experienced in both stuff. I need more time to learn bout it.
Face it mr emptycube, u need to think bout the cube ur in..its empty… zero…nuthing!. prepare for the worst and dont expect any outcome..
roger and out.
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Friday, June 15th, 2007
Im back.. back as the normal emptycube. yeah im back u mutha fucker..
I prefer to stay the way i am, being a lone ranger and most important is im not tied to any rules or regulations that were made by other ppl. Hell yeah. Woke up this morning and had a glass of milk. switch on my PC and wahla… there something wrong with the screen. check here and there, i tot it was my cable…change the LCD to another PC..ok ..passed…so i checked my graphic card..damn…got a burn mark on the PCB… so i switch to the onboard graphic and its all fine now.
Talked to few ppl todays as well regarding the do’s and dont’s in relationship… goit few more tips regarding this ..lol
afternoon;
do nuthing ..went to friday prayer..back and im stuck in front of my PC… dammit… it s the old old me…
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Thursday, June 14th, 2007
Today i received this “YEAH WUTEVER” quote more than any other words to describe my current action against someone. well if u want it to be that way i just have to say that the great things in life never come without a price. to be married is great, but it costs your singleness.
With every big decision, i constantly give up one freedom for another, one treasure for another, one chain for another, one debt for another. such is the way of things and this would not be so bad, except that I usually take what we have for
granted, and I rarely count the full cost(im so stupid, im so damn stupid). And as for you, you don’t know what you’ve got ’til it’s gone. don’t get me wrong here girl.
it’s ok to want more, and it is good to mourn the loss of good things, to be content is not not wanting or not missing good things. one can even be in great need and be content, for contentment is to know that all we have is from God, to be grateful for all that He has given us, and to understand that we cannot have our cake and eat it too ( it a metaphor, something like we are not gonna sit on the same chair) . there are a thousand cliches for what i am saying here, and more than a few of them, i’ve already used. but cliches are cliches for a reason. Again, the great things in life never come without a price. The price for expressing the profound in a simple way is that it will one day be dismissed as a cliche.
my advice:
do not treat such things flippantly, however trite they have become.
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Thursday, June 14th, 2007
Why am i so obsessed with cube initials? im actually the fan of the Rubik’s cube but i can only solve the 3×3x3 cube. never tried the bigger cube than that… My fastest record of solving rubik’s cube is 2 minutes and 34 seconds time under casio digital tachymeter.
The art of cube is mainly about a critical situationwhereby u cant solve a problem but it actually can be solved by doing it step by step. and that’s what im doing now in my life… mine is so messed up but i took a step by step solution to encounter i. Biar lambat asal selamat.. 
im pretty much fucked up now..i didnt go out the whole day and i didnt really communicate with ppl today. im purely tired with everything.
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Wednesday, June 13th, 2007
I woke up early in the morning just to post here what happened yesterday.
Well, this blog is dedicated for her anyway…. ehmm. have u ever heard bout a person who plays with fire and in the end he got burned out? ehmm i might becoming one if i didnt take any action on what happened yesterday. Early june 13th 2007 i woke up dress up go to office to settle few stuff and heade straight away to ampang because im going to see a person named Atiqah Isyraf. im so happy to see her, she’s cute, easy to get along with and perfect in my point of view.
i picked her up and we headed straight away to cyberjaya coz she wanted to go for guitar class, im sort of becoming her driver to bring her there but she said she still got time to hang out. i did hang out with her although its only an hour more or less. we had a chat and laught together. but i just dont dare to look directly int his eyes. send her to her friends place and were done. when back and i felt like i owe the world and i told few person who had been closed to me lately bout it.
until….. i finally realized that im actually playing with fire, im hurting myself although playing with fire is fun (remember during those days when our parents says, hey jgn main ngan api,…bahaya) . I realized that if i pursue her im just not going nowhere. it just NOT GOING TO WORK MR EMPTYCUBE. silly me ….
i hang out with my other group at palm damansara and we do talked bout it, and for some reason i do confess of myself anf they were saying it just not correct. well im not saying i made the decision based on what they said but its actually based on my own thinking.. it just not going to work.. no matter how hard i try she’s not in the league as the one i am. that nite, talked to her over the internet and i told her that i just cant continue…and she’s like …suddenly left … finally i made someone hates me. thanks to you the other mr. emptycube.
damn…
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